29th Feb 2011
I might feel silly saying it, but that doesnt diminsh how scared I actually feel, how terrified I am, how I just want to snuggle up someplace warm (and clean smelling) and sleep.
Its like I’ve been invaded on some personal level. The dead animal meat smell that ive had to inhale and digest for over a week, thinking it nothing more than air currents or because of the cat. Finding it out to be nothing close to the truth has made me wary of the room. I think I’ll want the wooden part of my bed removed, along with anything else like the closet or whatever. I’m gonna go for the minimalistic look, so that no one else can hide voodoo black majicked carcasses under my bed or in my room at all. I’m picturing white curtains, white bedsheets and pillowcovers and a white everything else too.
Extreme? I think not.